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Post by Sheofwolf on Thu Aug 14, 2008 7:42 pm

Hi my name is Sheofwolf, the gift of the name was given when in meditation one day, and have used it as my pseudonym ever since, my pleasures in life are my family , cycling and writing poetry, I am also a Reiki healer and medium, and study spiritual psychology.

I have always been very empathic even as a child I have felt and sensed things deeply, painfully shy and through family problems became very isolated emotionally.

Having always loved animals, and feel a great pull towards the Native American culture and its spiritual heritage - hence the wolf fascination

A serious of emotional upheavals hit me after I had two miscarriages and two premature babies, the last acted like a catalyst and triggered of my brain to work overtime, like a volcanic eruption.

Once it had settled down, I started to communicate with others a little at a time, and even had my own chat room on AOL, called Soul Energy Attraction , which enabled me to find like minded people to develop my communication skills , and met many different personalities which I stored in my memory banks.

About 15 years ago I was at a Psychic fair and was told that I would write, I laughed so much as I could never put two words together or even write a letter, and completely forgot about it.

Then one day I was in my chat room someone popped in to visit his Screen name was “Guitar man”, which I associated with my favourite blues man John Lee Hooker - that was the day something triggered of my writing it just flooded through my fingers onto the keyboard and hence ‘The Guitar Man “ was born (so apologies to the Psychic)

Somehow words and pictures just appear in my head and I translate them onto the screen through the magic of the keyboard, (never could write them down with a pen and paper) and hopefully a new creation is in the making.

The Poetry and Friends Group share lots of amazing poems and stories waiting to come to life onto the pages, bursting out and sharing experiences, with Maggie and Tiggee and Kimi and the many poet helpers guiding you in mind, body and spirit by sharing their love and compassion, and in return we have all gained experience, comfort and loving friends, in a place that has become a second home.

My beloved Daughter died on November 21st 2004 at the age of 30, from an inoperable brain tumour , she was so very brave and strong an inspiration . Words cannot describe the pain at he death, and some know how deeply who have lost their beautiful children as well.

I shut myself down which is something of an automatic reaction and for a few years I saw, felt and heard nothing , just working on automatic pilot , one day I came out of the shadows and slowly regained my senses again and have written about my pain .

In life we have so many lights and dark dear Poet Friends, so never be afraid to put your feelings onto paper for they can diminish pain and strengthen love, and most of all it helps you to communicate with yourself.

Blessed be love and light xx
Many Blessings, Sheofwolf

Don't walk behind me; I may not lead.
Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow.
Walk beside me that we may be as one.

(UTE Tribe)

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Post by Suzie on Sat Aug 23, 2008 7:05 am

Hi Sheofwolf, this was realy interesting as we share a lot of the same interests ( not the cycling, Im not able Im afraid) but the spiritual things yes.
I am so sorry about your daughter. My youngest daughter is 30 and I can't imagine life without her. It must have been a very hard thing to bare
Its very true about writing, it does help to write.
Take care.
Suzie

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Post by cath on Sat Aug 23, 2008 9:24 am

Thank you so much for sharing that with us Sheofwolf. Your words have touched me deeply. I am so sorry for the loss of your daughter that must have been very painful for you. As you say, writing is a good release and the sharing of those words will be a help I am sure.

Take care and :hug3

Love
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